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"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves."

Forever 21 - $5.80 - I'm unsure whether I'd need a Medium or a Large


Forever 21 - $5.80 - Medium or Large


American Apparel - $38 - Large in Lavender


Small




Fruity tea from Teavana


indie coloring book

I just like to hang out. Even though I can respect others decisions to not do illegal things or whatever, I do not want you to criticize me for my decisions. I can do whatever I want. I know people only care or whatever. But still, if my decisions do not get in the way of my personality or relationships, you being against it shouldn't either. I am no different than I was a year ago. I am still me no matter what I am putting into my body.
But let's just put it out there that some people can be completely idiotic about these decisions. I am not. I am responsible. Okay, I get it, you think these decisions themselves are irresponsible but let's figure this out. If I were 21, would you still have an issue with it? Why don't you criticize all those 21+ people who get wasted every other day and can't remember what they've done in the past 24 hours. My age means nothing to me so, it shouldn't mean anything to you either. I am handling this much better than people my own age and those older than me. Not everyone but, a good amount.
So for the record, I'm happy with what I'm doing, what I'm being given the opportunity to do, the decisions I'm making, and the decisions I will make in the future.

Every time you get grounded I get upset. Because I know you have spent so much more time with her. And I know even though you're grounded, you find ways to spend more time with her. But you don't find ways to spend time with me, who is always willing to hang out. Also, even if you don't get grounded for doing illegal things, I know you're doing enough illegal things that you deserve to get grounded for. There are so many things I need to tell you. My other friend thinks I'm ruining my life, she feels the way I feel about you. It's funny, but I think I'm going to start getting into doing more things... a year later. Although we'll never leave each other, we have had way too many temporary lapses in our friendship. I do not want this. I just want to be your friend again. That's all I've wanted for the past year, but you're impossible.
I love you.